The beginning of the story

I’m Esther, a full-fledged musician and a patient with rare diseases and cancers.

More than 25 years of experience in writing songs, composing, and singing

I find that in the moment of despair and near death,

Music gave me the energy of my life, and the faith gave me more courage to move on.

I know that myself after being born again from the cancer, I earn every single day by God’s grace.

I hope that through this platform, more people will get to hear my voice and my life story.

The decade of writing about the blog of Crohn’s disease has helped many people who are hopeless and helpless with the disease.

Looking forward to the days ahead, through my music and life, bless more people in need.

Welcome to visit often, in addition to music, I also love to travel and cooking.

Next I’ll share my daily life on this site from time to time.

Finally, thank you for your visit!

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The Warmth of Longing

The Warmth of Longing

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2021 Yearly Schedule

  • 3/7 Tainan Chia-Li Holiness Church

  • 3/14 13:30 Hsin-Chu Chung-Cheng Presbyterian Church

  • 3/19 13:30 A Kernel of Wheat Foundation

  • 3/27 19:00、3/28 9:00 台南北門教會

  • 4/11 10:00 ShiangRong Presbyterian Church

  • 4/28 10:00 Chung Yuan Christian University

  • 5/8 10:00 Presbyterian Women’s Fellowship

  • 5/9 9:00 HoDe Presbyterian Church

  • 5/15 8:30 Taitung Christian Hospital

  • 5/25 10:00 Che-Lam Presbyterian Church Women’s Fellowship

  • 6/1 13:30 Taiwan Presbyterian Seven Stars Women’s Fellowship

  • 6/19 8:30 Taitung Christian Hospital

  • 6/25 19:00 Heavenly Melody Live Streaming

  • 6/27 ShaLu Presbyterian Church

  • 7/3 11:00 Presbyterian Women’s Fellowship (South)

  • 7/23 7:00 Brazil, Argentina, Paraguay, Chile Live Streaming

  • 8/1 MaDoe Holiness Church

  • 8/28 19:00 Erlin Christian Hospital

  • 6/10 11:00 China Evangelical Seminary
  • 10/31 ChingMei Presbyterian Church

  • 7/15~17 ChiaYi Christian Hospital (Let me take you far & high Concert)

  • 11/6 ShiaMen Street Baptism Church (Let me take you far & high concert)

  • 11/27 19:00、11/28 Sunday service HoChia Presbyterian Church

  • 12/12 DaLi Presbyterian Church

  • 12/16 HuaLien Mennonite Christian Hospital.

  • 12/25~26 Liyutan Church

Music & Testimony



Music & Testimony

2021年5月9日 (日) 上午9:00


Music & Testimony

May 15th, 2021 (Sat.) 8:30am

Taitung Christian Hospital

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Make Taiwan Lovable!

When Taiwan encountered SARS in 2003, faced with the sudden pandemic, panic and fear eroded everyone’s heart. Looking at the lyrics of Linida Yeh, I knew that one day the epidemic would pass. People can smile again and make this beautiful island shines all over the world. Once again, we are facing a more difficult Covin 19. Although we have a bit more time to prepare than other countries, the human capacity is still very limited at the moment of the outbreak. It is distressed and unwilling to give up the medical care and epidemic prevention teams. Working day and night just to protect us and protect Taiwan. Everyone’s stay at home is the best support. I hope that there will be more empathy, more love, less suspicion, and less resentment. We will overcome with everyone’s efforts. In this crisis, let us fight the virus side by side and guard this beautiful island.

Make Taiwan Lovable!

Words by Linda Yeh, Music by Esther Liao

Light a beam of fire in a dark place

On the road of indifference, showing a smiling face

Plant the hope of trust in the garden of suspicion

Pouring the fragrance of forgiveness on the chest of resentment

Make Taiwan lovable, we sincerely look forward to it

Let love take root here, let love grow here

Make Taiwan lovable, we sincerely look forward to it

Let love take root here, let love grow here

Music & produce copyright: Heavenly Melody

Video produce copyright: Esther Liao @Esther’s Music Creations

Heavenly Melody online shop: https://shop.hms.org.tw/Item_id123430.htm


I promised friends and fans to record this song before, but it was delayed for two months due to my physical condition. Today I finally get it done.

When I sang the song I wrote again, I felt very different. I remember when I got this lyrics in 2013, it was when Helena’s friend suffered a storm in her marriage. She wrote the lyrics of her friend’s story. To be honest, I can’t empathize until same thing happened to myself. After being betrayed by a person who has been loved for many years, Look back for all those days with tears and heartbreaking. I just want to give myself a deep hug because I choose to forgive and let go. It’s not easy at all, but only forgive him to let myself go, isn’t it?

I had a new experience when I sang today, love again? Do it again? Not expecting others to love you, but re-accepting and loving yourself. When you love yourself, you will have the ability to love others. Our relationship with others often accidentally destroyed but when your heart is satisfied by God’s love, our hearts and wounds can be repaired and these scars may not disappear but it will give us courage to move on.

Encourage you and believe that you have the ability to love and be loved, and the world will be more warm because of your dedication!


Lyrics by Helena Choi/Music by Esther Liao

戀戀深情 搖曳在甜蜜心間 款款溫柔 許下今生相守諾言

鐘聲依然盪漾 祝福仍在耳邊 心愛的人卻已變臉 往事不再留戀

是什麼改變了天地的容顏 背叛了靈魂的相約

羞辱在空中狂舞 生命中漫步

是什麼改變了天地的容顏 背叛了靈魂的相約

憤怒像魔咒追逐 在痛苦中無助

冰冷的心 渴望什麼看見 流淚的眼 期待什麼世界

可不可以重新再愛一遍 能不能夠重新再來一遍

音樂、影像製作:廖雅慧 りょうまさえ (以斯帖音樂料理坊)

Music & Video Produced by Esther Liao (Esther’s Music Creations)

Original song copyright: Heavenly Melody

Copyright: Esther’s Music Creations


Travel with Life TV show

Taiwan’s Ten Tv Station The Cross TV Taiwan “Travel with Life” Episode 17 Premieres November 26 at 7 p.m. The Voice Without Being Crushed ⭐️ Guest: Winner of the Golden Song Award. Musician / Liao Yahui ⭐️ Liao Yahui, who won the 14th Golden Song Award for Best Religious Music Album for his album “I’m Sorry”, is very perfect. Due to the highly delicate requirements, she produced the album, several times shortlisted for the Golden Song Award. Such a habit of controlling the whole music producer, songwriter, harmony writing, soprano. Do not know that life suddenly transferred in 2009, found to suffer from cloning. The autoimmune system specifically attacks her digestive tract, with ulcers from the mouth to the anus, as well as repeated inflammation, intestinal fibrosis, and, in severe cases, food can pass through the passage of the small intestine with only 0.5 centimeters left. Abdominal pain, often sleepless all night. It was not easy to make up your mind to face the pain and found out about cancer two years ago. Will she, who serve God with all her heart, protest against God? How did God respond? Today coincides with Thanksgiving, let us follow Ya Hui, listen to her with the most real breath of life, sing her whisper with Heavenly Father. Tonight at seven o’clock, go on a trip together🚵 ♀️ invite everyone to follow the introduction❤️ travel with life

I’d Rather Have Jesus (Chinese Version)

I’d Rather Have Jesus


Soloist/Arranger: Esther Liao

I’d rather have Jesus than silver or gold I’d rather be His than have riches untold

I’d rather have Jesus than houses or lands I’d rather be led by His nail pierced hands

Than to be a king of a best domain And be held in sin’s dread sway

I’d rather have Jesus Than anything this world affords today

He’s fairer than lilies of rarest bloom; He’s sweeter than honey from out the comb;

He’s all that my hungering spirit needs

I’d rather have Jesus and let Him lead

音樂、影像製作:廖雅慧 りょうまさえ (以斯帖音樂料理坊)

Music & Video Produced by Esther Liao (Esther’s Music Creations)

Copyright: Esther’s Music Creations

My Music

October 26 Lights up of Tamshui Presbyterian Church Live Performance.
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My Crohn’s Disease Journal

We all have moments of desperation, But if we can face them head on. That’s when we find out just how strong we really are.
My Crohn’s Disease Journal



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原始影片連結:https://www.facebook.com/ccfafb/videos/143701797907563 當我們繼續談到關於新冠肺炎時,慢性發炎性腸道疾病的患者和照護者心中一直有很多疑問,包括:如果染疫該怎麼辦?或是生活上如何去預防避免感染?因應緊急的印度變種病毒來襲,面對即將開學,有了新的指引包含戴口罩、打疫苗等等,這次的線上直播邀請到 Drs. Freddy Caldera [...]

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It’s a little fun to cook.

I’m not just making music, I also enjoy cooking and often cook for friends.

I also love baking, and there are recipes from my many years, as well as precious dishes from my mother.

Turnip Cake

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